I think that when I was scared,
it was because I was predicting what would happen,
and to be prepared.

Because one of the things I that was scared,
actually happened like something I nightmared.

My two best friends and my whole last year class,
in a whole new different separated 8th grade class.

But now I am with a nice teacher and two friends I know,
but one of them is planning to pack and go!

And my mother thinks its as easy as to go,
mr. principal will you let my daughter change classes and go?

And when I told my mother that,
she just says why are you to shy and just give it a try?

And when I try to explain,
all the reasons of why to stay,
all of them just float out of my brain,
and just take a random aeroplane!!!!!!

I really really'd like to be in my best friends' class
but not when all the first or second day has already passed.

So I'm just stuck in between these things,
and I just try to forget my day,
but it's as hard as making a recorder out of clay!
 

You keep on blaming me,
why don't you show the proof,
how do you know it was me,
and not another girl?

I know the truth but how can you know?
How can you know it wan't me and a bunch of girls?
But no, It's me all alone,
and I am left the blame on.

There was an exact reason I stayed quiet,
and didn't say what you think I said,
But, I do confess I was in the room and heard all they said,
and maybe I did wrong,
maybe I should have told.

Is that what you want?

Do you think I'm the kind of person,
who would have enough courage to do so?
No, and what is your proof then?
That someone told you,
whoever did say that either saw wrong,
or purpusely said it wrong.

I do know who tattletaled,
but it would me tattletaling who it was if I did,
I know who it was,
and I accidently already told,
so I'm not going to tell you who it was.

But my friends know who it was,
and they know it wasn't me,
SO ASK THEM if it was me!

Why dont you show the proof for once,
and maybe I did it wrong,
but for so long,
that is not what I believe.

I think that your proof is simply utterly wrong.

Homework.
Homework, Homework.

I agree that it should be done, 
but I think it should be more fun,
than some worksheets that take a day,
or a project which makes time flap away.

I don't know how to get this homework finished,
If I didn't have any I'd be astonished,
but sometimes I just need a break,
And do I have one? 
That's like a piece of cake.

I have to do all the homeworks due on monday,
even though it's only thursday,
because if I don't I won't ever have time,
and it's my case: I don't.

REALLY?

Does it have to be today?
Does it have to be the day,
the last day of school before x-mas,
when I have all these bags?

Does it have to be today?
Does it have to be the day,
where I'm supposed to have fun and play,
the day that you're not here?

Does it have to be today?
Does it have to be the day,
where it rains like crazy,
where I get soaked and lazy.

Does it have to be today,
Does it have to be the day,
where I'm pretending to be happy,
when inside I feel sad, lost, loneley. 

I'm sure nobody ever had ths kind of day before,
Where their day is as messed up than the one I had today.

Oh god before I left to school,
I couldn't find my book,
the book I was supposed to read,
when I was bored in sports.

Oh god when I was on my way to school,
I discovered that I'd forgotten my sling,
And I'd never ever thought before,
how bad It could have been!

Oh god I had lot's of tests today,
A poem for german,
A test for maths,
Oh why all this today ??

Oh god during this whole day through,
seven people managed to,
either bump into me or kick a ball at me,
something that had never even happened once to me before.

OH GOD, OH GOD!
This one is the worst of all,
I'd rather not say but I will,
Today I messed up in front of a big audience,
when I was presenting my group, the guitar ensemble !

But still have I not finished,
when my concert was over,
My mom was in a bad mood,
screaming at my sister and me !

OH GOD, OH GOD,
Please help me,
I'm embarrased,
and more,
so much I can't express it.